-Hermes

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I came upon your site through a friend in my class. I was intrigued by your diary because I happen to love reading erotic novels and other experiences dealing with sex. It interests me mostly because I want to learn as much as I can.

I also wanted to tell you a little about me and my “love� life. I am 15 years old. I’d say I’m not as experienced as others but more than some. To sum it up, I’ve experienced everything with a guy except sex. Although, I really want to do that and I even have the guy picked out that I love that I want to do that with.

There is this guy I met when I transferred schools, his name is Mason. We talked and flirted for a long time and about March last year, he asked me out on a date. We went to the movies, dinner, and back to his house down in his basement. This was the first time I had ever made out with a boy and also my first French kiss. He asked me to go steady that day.

We went out for the next thee weeks going out each weekend. The next week I let him finger me for the first time. I liked it but I was extremely shy and didn’t want to do anything for him in return yet. Although had he paid better attention, he would have noticed that I loosened up a little bit more each time we were together.

All of this happened a year ago. And to this day I can still smell him each and every time I think of us together. I love the smell of him. I still love him and every once and a while, we get together to make out. These are the happiest times for me. He’s the only one I’ve ever done anything with although I’ve kissed two other guys, but he’s the only one I’ve enjoyed kissing.

So everytime I see him I feel so horny and I want to fuck him so bad but he has a girlfriend now, and the bad thing is that he started dating her right after I gave him the first blow job at a party. I felt betrayed when that happened. I started reading erotic vampire novels and it helped me get over the stage fright.

So another thing I wanted to tell everyone was my fantasies or rather the fantasy of my first time when I lose my virginity. I am definitely a hopeless romantic so my first time maybe seem naïve but I think I know how I want it to be:

I imagine me and mason at my house in my bed. He lays me down gently as we kiss passionately. He unbuttons my shirt one at a time. I sit up and kiss him while he removes my bra. He kisses along my neck and collar until he reaches my breasts. He kisses and sucks on them, teasing my nipples and lightly running his tongue around them in a circular motion. Everything as gentle as can be. Then I remove his shirt up over his head and lay him down and sit myself across his crotch. I feel him getting hard under me and it excites me even more. Then I lean over and start to do the same as he. Kissing his neck, his ear, jis chest, then playing with his nipples. Then I keep going down his soft abdomen. Then he rolls us over fast and takes charge once more. He unfastens my pants and removes them along with my shoes and socks. He runs his fingers over my panties enough to where I can feel it but not enough to do anything yet. He lays on top of me and I can feel him swelling over my crotch. He kisses me hard and shoves his tongue down my throat. I gladly accept it and caress it with my own. I run my finger around the back of his head. I can’t run my hands over the top because he always has spikes in his hair. Then I run one hand down over his pants. He feels so hard I think it’s kind of mean to keep him there so I roll us over again and remove his pants, shoes, and socks and climb back on top. But then he gets back on top and quickly grabs both of my hands and holds them with one hand above my head. He removes my panties with the other. I gladly bend my legs so he can reach to remove them all the way. Then he tosses them aside. He rubs his fingers over my pussy then quickly shoves one in. I moan as he caresses the inside of me. Then he pulls out and puts two in which feels even better than before. He lays beside me and kisses me while he adds two more fingers. The kiss is hard and passionate and lots of tongue. Four fingers is very good feeling to me so I can feel a climax building already. My hand finds its way over to him and I reach down his boxers and grab him. I already know how big he is. Sometimes he seems so big that its over whelming. The feel of his hard, erect member in my hand makes him moan with me. We find a rhythm and help each other climax at the same time. We both lay there giggling for a moment, then he leans over and kisses me. I slide his boxers down and get a condom from his wallet. He rips the paper and slides it on quickly. He lays on top of me balancing his weight on his hands. He lays his legs between mine. He rubs the end of his penis over my pussy. Then quickly slides it in and out slowly so as not to hurt me on my first time, but it doesn’t hurt, it feels wonderlful. We oth start to moan and our breatheing depends and is ragged. I place my hands on the lower part of his back as he thrusts in and out over and over. After several minutes of this exhilarating pleasure we climax together. the orgasm hitting not suddenly but enormously. We lay there together breathing heavily. We both look at each other at the same time smiling. He turns on his side and plants a gentle kiss on my lips. Then lays back over on his back. I turn on my side and throw my leg over one of his while laying my head in the crook of his shoulder. He wraps his arm around me.
“I love you,� he says.
“I love you too,� I reply.
He looks at me and smiles. We crawl under the covers together and gall asleep with him spooning me at my back.

I also think about he morning after. We wake up together and I look over and he smiles as he stretches. The look in his eyes tells me that somewhere maybe he does care about me. Even if he doesn’t loe me truly, he cares and maybe he could love me when he grows up. Maybe he’ll finally see how much I love him.

I would also just like to say how much I enjoyed reading your journal. My friend said I should start my own. It would be interesting bhut I think my life is way too complicated to put there for everyone to read. So thank you for yours. I like learning.

Just this morning I printed it out to read at school, and Mason walked over and said, “your still reading that�
I replied, “I have to learn somehow since I don’t have you anymore.�
Then he said, “Does Kara still like me.�
“That part of it I do.�

Kara

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